My name is Julie and I am 26 years old. I faced lot of problems after being vaccinated by Gardasil as it is very difficult to talk about its damage. It has created a huge pain for me and it is not an easy talk to forget Gardasil. Since 2 years, I am trying to pretend that I am happy and anything was not stolen from me. I am trying to forget that I was poisoned.
But, I am not able to forget it. When I woke up I am reminded about this and I am living like a real-life nightmare. I have chosen to speak about as I came to know about other girls like me. What is the link between me and thousands of these girls.
I saw a stranger when I look back to the girl I was before Gardasil, that changed my life in every single possible way. In some ways, I am glad that I am not that same girl. I am somewhat happy than those who are battling with health issues.
If I see someone in a wheelchair, I will say hello without a second thought and I will cry. I cry because I know their problems they go through, and I know how few others show that they care.
I have learned who my true family and friends are. I had learnt the value of researching the truth. Mostly, I learnt that health is everything and without it we are nothing. Other than these, I am very saddened because I am different than the girl I used to be.
I was once a very healthy and active girl, full of energy. I was a personal trainer and loved all things associated with health and fitness. I love to do anything all that is adventurous. I was a free spirit who craved the beauty of life in every way. At the age of 23, I had many dreams and was excited for the future.
Gardasil Plus Tetanus Recommended While Battling a Sinus Infection – Why Did I Listen to My Doctor?
On March 26, 2011, at the age of 23, I went to the doctor for a sinus infection. At that time, he thought that it would be good to give me the Gardasil and Tetanus vaccine. After that, I regret myself as I felt strange, I realized that it is not good for me to get vaccinated while my immune system was already damaged. I remember that I called my mom as I was scared and cried. I guessed that something bad had happened to me. Yes, I am right. In the following days, I experienced weakness and it became difficult for me to perform daily tasks.
I suffered from pelvic pain, nausea, vomiting, loss of appetite and a 30 lbs weight loss within two months. It became difficult for me to perform well at my job as a personal trainer because I constantly felt like I had the flu. I dropped my job as I thought that I am actually battling something like flu.
By July, things rose very quickly. I had severe chest pain that shot all the way down my left arm and heart arrhythmias. I went numb and all my body parts tingled. At this time, I predicted that I had something serious, but I could have never imagined how serious it was going to get.
Post Gardasil Paralysis and Central Nervous System Damage
August 6th, 2011: I woke up in bed and went to stand up and I fell down on the ground. On the ground, I realized I was unable to move my left leg. A few days later, the same thing happened to my right leg. Both of my legs were paralyzed and I was unable to stand or walk. I was admitted to the hospital where I stayed for 10 days. I was tested in every way imaginable with two spinal taps, CT scans, MRIs of the brain and spine, an echocardiogram, an abdominal scan and tons of blood work.
Doctors do not find what I was affected with, so I was treated with a high dose of steroids and then I was discharged with no better condition.
By September, I woke up unable to move anything below my head – besides my right arm. I was paralyzed from the neck down. We went to another emergency room where I stayed for a week. I went through more extensive testing and was once again told by doctors that they did not know what I had. They set me up as an outpatient with a neuromuscular specialist and discharged me again in no better condition than when I arrived.
This was the beginning of my two year journey with specialists. I have now seen countless neurologists, a neuromuscular specialist, multiple rheumatologists, an infectious disease specialist, a neuroimmunologist and a neurophysiologist. The only discoveries so far have been a positive Rheumatoid Factor, positive ANA Titer, elevated SED rate and elevated CK – all tests pointing to inflammation in my body and that my immune system is not functioning correctly.
These tests say that I was diagnosed with an overactive sphincter. What would be the cause? A 23 year old was affected severely all of a sudden and developed an overactive bladder along with unexplainable neurological problems.
Finally, I had a rheumatologist and a neurophysiologist work together to try and help me. The neurophysiologist and rheumatologist suspected transverse mellitus based on examination and my symptoms that showed an upper motor neuron problem. They explained that the inflammation is coming from damage to my brain and spinal cord. I was told there is nothing to do about this except time. To this day, none of my damage or symptoms can be explained.
The Array of Symptoms Post Gardasil
My symptoms since the Gardasil vaccination are: Paralysis, gait disturbances, parenthesis, hypersensitivity to sound and touch, whole-body shakes, tremors, stiffness and pain in joints, feet and hands turning purple and blue, adrenal insufficiency, endocrine problems, weight loss, nausea, vomiting, hyperventilation, uncontrollable laughing or crying, low blood sugar, sensitivity to smell and chemicals, hot/cold intolerance, loss of appetite, pelvic pain, overactive bladder, chest pain, chest palpitations, shortness of breath, swollen glands, memory loss and memory gaps, confusion, hair loss, light headedness, blackouts, and a fatigue so extreme that it is hard to do simple daily tasks.
The Array of Symptoms Post Gardasil
My symptoms since the Gardasil vaccination are: Paralysis, gait disturbances, paresthesia, hypersensitivity to sound and touch, whole-body shakes, tremors, stiffness and pain in joints, feet and hands turning purple and blue, adrenal insufficiency, endocrine problems, weight loss, nausea, vomiting, hyperventilation, uncontrollable laughing or crying, low blood sugar, sensitivity to smell and chemicals, hot/cold intolerance, loss of appetite, pelvic pain, overactive bladder, chest pain, chest palpitations, shortness of breath, swollen glands, memory loss and memory gaps, confusion, hair loss, light headedness, blackouts, and a fatigue so extreme that it is hard to do simple daily tasks.
I handled my physical symptoms but it became tough to deal with my mental turmoil. Now, I am afraid to do anything. I am afraid of falling asleep at the wheel because of how confused and fatigued I can get. I’m also afraid to drive or be alone because my legs may stop working. I’m afraid of going to any social events or travelling because of germs.
I suffer from cold or virus once in a month and very time I suffer severely. I was once very independent, but I am now completely dependent on my husband.
The girl who was daring enough to do anything once is afraid to do anything due to newly developed severe allergies. When I get allergies, it flares up my already overactive immune system, and all of my symptoms come on stronger.
It is not a most painful part. The most difficult and painful thing to deal with is to think about all of the things I could be doing with my life if I were not ill. Maybe I would have finished school, started my own personal training business, or even started a family with my husband. I watch everyone else live out their lives while I sit at home sick every day. Some people are making their dreams come true, and, unfortunately, some are wasting the precious gift they were given. I crave life every day, but I am unable to live it right now because of how fatigued and weak I am. Gardasil has placed me in a jail inside my own body. I no longer dream of the future because I don’t know if my body will ever allow me to make those dreams come true.
But You Don’t Look Sick
As I fight to get better, I can’t count how many times I have been told that I don’t look sick. I chose not to show ugly side of my health. I can assure you that I suffer daily along with thousands of other girls.
We suffer from the disease silently as it is not in our hands. I, along with many others, have lost friendships during the time I needed friends the most. Some family relationships have even become strained due to lack of understanding. Those I have met after I got sick will never know the real me trapped under illness..He spends his days taking care of me instead of living happily with other ones. Gardasil stole that from us.
Trying to Heal Post Gardasil
Today I eat, breath and sleep focused on trying to forget. I am living with a hope that I can beat my present and I can have a good future. Doctors asked me to practice natural and functional medicine.
My strict diet and supplement program has helped me to walk again after two years in a wheelchair, but I still struggle with many symptoms daily.
In January of 2014, I plan to work with a Homeopath to detox the vaccine out of my system with CEASE therapy.
I am sharing my story after two years as I can no longer sit back and do not want to watch other lives to be destroyed. I can only hope and pray that all of this happened to me for a reason. If my story has not convinced you or someone else, the research will speak for itself. My story is my reality because I was not warned and I did not research. I hope and pray that this story finds you in time to protect yourself or your loved ones from the Gardasil vaccination. I hope at least I have convinced you to do more research before making that choice.